I questioned my existence when about six years of age. The questioning started when I accompanied my mother to Jain temples. She asked me to worship God existing in idols. I refused to do so. I asked her point-blank show me God first and then I will do everything she says. Many times I went to the temple all alone looking behind every idol with the hope that God may be hiding somewhere. I did not find anything.
My belief that God existed in temples was shattered. My faith in elders dwindled as they could not give conclusive answers to many queries. Someone told me story of Lord Krishna and my faith in God became 100%. I started my search of Lord Krishna. In spare time while returning from school I ventured all over village in search of Lord Krishna. But I was to find none. It was only much later I realized Lord Krishna existed above 3650 years ago.
Something within told me that I must hold on to truthfulness all my life. I also wanted to know who was God, my relationship with him… who was I… why we existed etc. At that young age I enquired from elders all over village but none could answer my queries. Exasperated one day I asked God Almighty to help me in this journey of life to search for God and become my guru and Lo… he willingly agreed!
Since then it was never looking back. Indulging in spirituality, yoga meditation I finally realized self, reached God in the wee hours of third of August 1993 37 years of age. This is my last manifestation on mother earth, 8.4 millionth manifestation… last in cosmic life cycle. The moment I leave my mortal frame, I shall attend moksha salvation… enter kingdom of God (Vaikuntha in Hinduism).
By: Vijay Kumar “Atma Jnani”… The Man who Realized God in 1993 – (Ref. 161112)
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